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Name: Luciee MurderrScenee Birthday: 10/23/1991 Gender: Female
Interests: music, tattoos, piercings, shows, fashion, bright colors, meeting new ppl, shoes, make up =] Expertise: ddreaming in the clouds and ovr the rainbow. Occupation: Lover and friend Industry: <33 tats. piercings and scarif
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12/31/2005
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| A ridiculously long line awaited Michelle as she approached Chain Reaction, local rock venue for bands starting out and those already well known. She sighed as she stood at the back of the line having just recently gotten off the bus that took her to Huntington Beach. She couldn’t wait to get in and hear the local band that was playing Pinkly Smooth the new band out in the scene. Everyone was raging about them; she couldn’t wait to listen to them for herself. The doors finally opened and the line began to move. “Finally” she murmured “too bad that Michael couldn’t come too”. At the door she had to pay a five dollars, she hadn’t had time to buy a ticket but it was ok it was just five dollars. Once inside a band was setting up, Dance Club Massacre. They were pretty good; they had a new wave sound and a good scream. “Ok, not bad” Michelle thought. She wasn’t sure of the next band that was playing, but she liked them a lot. She slam danced through their whole set that was her favorite slam dancing, she might be a small person but don’t judge her too easily she will knock you out. Finally the band that everyone had been waiting to see was to play. By now The Rock had filled up with local kids all waiting to hear the new and amazing Pinkly Smooth. They set up their drums, tuned their guitars and checked the mic. First the drummer Super Loop came on to the stage, Michelle looked around and saw that pubescent fourteen year old girls screaming. Super Loop came on stage checking his drums seeing if they were tuned up to his liking. First hitting his toms, then his snare and finally the bass drum. Now satisfied with his drums he started playing a beat, the crowd started cheering then the guitarist Syn emerged from the right side of the dark stage while the bassist El Diablo emerged from the left. Now the crowd really got roused up. El Diablo started playing a nice dark low beat on his bass keeping in sync with Super Loop while Syn played a dark mesmerizing guitar riff. The lights went out but the band kept playing the crowd started whistling and screaming, then purple spot lights hit the drummer. But at second glance Michelle realized it wasn’t the drummer that was under the hazy purple light it was the man every one kept waiting for; Jimmy. At seeing him the crowd went wild all the pre-teens swooned over him. ” Why is this happening to me?, I've been back in time and feeling ties are much too strong….” Jimmy sang. Michelle was hypnotized, she wasn’t sure if it was the beat of the music, the lyrics or Jimmy. She could look away; she kept staring at the beautiful man on stage with the hypnotic voice.
“….and I wonder how they could have let you die hold on strong and behold from the life you leave behind”
She was utterly mesmerized by this band; she now knew why everyone loved them, why they were all that people could talk about. She then did what she did best, she slam danced. It was amazing she loved the feeling the low dark vibe of the music and the slamming of bodies against your own. The song ended and they slammed right into another song not even taking a quick break. They continued with another song, just as dark and twisted as the first. The bass was playing a killer low beat that the drums double kicked to. Syn came in with a high screeching note and then he sang.
“Today I saw my brother into hell for evermooore, choice there is no other I’m sad to say it’s not the last one” Jimmy’s voice intoned.
Michelle looked around and saw that people around her were singing along, she didn’t want to look like a loser so she instead slam danced, occasionally coming out of the pit to watch the band and then slamming back in. The show unfortunately ended and hour and a half later, the band had been amazing she was glad that she had come to see them play. But now it was eleven thirty at night and the busses had stopped running. She desperately called her mom but no answer.
“Great” sighed Michelle “now how am I going to get home?”
It was a cool breezy night finally cooling down after the last week of extreme heat that had hit Huntington Beach. She didn’t know what to do so she when back to the rock. There was still people around and she as glad for that. When she walked up closer she saw that it wasn’t just any people it was the band Pinkly Smooth. They were loading up their gear that they had just played with. Michelle decided to go talk to them, it couldn’t hurt. She slowly walked up to them, not wanting to look to eager or like a fan girl.
“Hey” she simply said.
Jimmy then turned around and looked at her; she saw that Jimmy had piercing beautiful grey eyes.
“Oh hey, did you like the show?” he asked casually.
“Yea it was great, you guys were amazing” she stammered out.
“Well we’re glad you enjoyed it” “Well I should probably let you guys go you have your gear to load up and I gatta figure out how I’m getting home” she said with a sad tone.
“You don’t have a ride?” asked Jimmy.
She looked up at him with a sad puppy eyed look on her face and shook her head.
“Awwww you look adorable” told her Jimmy while he stepped toward her and put his arm around her shoulders “tell you what, how bout we give you a ride home that sound good?”
Michelle couldn’t believe what had just happened, the gorgeous Jimmy and amazing band Pinkly Smooth would be giving her a ride home.
“That would be awesome” she said smiling up at Jimmy and the band.
That was how they met exactly a year and a half ago, Michelle considered herself so lucky to be going out with him. He was amazing beautiful and talented. She sometimes felt worthless next to him, but he made everything better he made her better. They didn’t go to the same school ‘cause well Jimmy had already dropped out of school to be fully dedicated to the band. They were currently signed to a small indie label so their record could be found in some cd stores around the area. It was a hot day and Michelle didn’t feel like going to school, she decided to call up Zack and see if he wanted to do something else. She txted him.
“Hey do u wana do sumthing else 2day?”
A minuet later she got his reply. “Ya fursure meet me @ da corner Nd I’ll go get u”
“Kuu” she replied.
Zack picked her up at the corner and they decided to go to the mall.
“Let’s go be idiots around the mall, no one’s really going to be there it is a school day after all” she told him.
“Yea alright” said Zack he being a boy of few words except for the occasional txt messages.
They spent the whole day at the mall, running around like idiots throwing chips and candy at each other. Then from the corner of her eye Michelle saw a tall man hiding in the shadows. It looked as if he was watching over her and Zack but she decided against that and ignored it. Then she saw him again. She started to walk over to the corner where he was standing at and confront him, well more like walk by and see if he was really watching them or not. But just when she turned to walk in that direction the man had disappeared. It was four in the afternoon when they ran out of money, they had both blew it all on candy, chips, sodas and arcade games. They had no other choice but to go home a few bucks poorer.
Michelle came home to find Jimmy already there waiting for her. He lay there on the old blue couch her mom had insisted on keeping for so long. She simply looked at him and turned to walk to the kitchen.
“How was your day at school?” he said with an inquisitive look on his face.
At that moment Michelle froze and turned around to look at him.
“He must know” she thought to herself “he knows that I was with Zack. He can’t find out I was with him he’s too jealous”
“Oh,” she breathed, “it was boring as usual, nothing exciting happened, you know how it is”
At hearing her words Jimmy started laughing hysterically making the hair on the back of Michelle’s neck stand on end. Not knowing what to do Michelle began to walk to the kitchen.
“Come here you fucking bitch!!!!”
She turned and saw the look on Jimmy’s face; it was cold and hard, consumed by anger and hate psychotic even.
“I know you weren’t at school today! You ran off with Zack, and don’t deny it I saw you two together” he said from under a clenched jaw.
It was Jimmy who had been following her, the man in the shadows. Now he began to advance toward her. She didn’t know what to do, so she ran.
“If only I can reach the backdoor I can scream for help” she thought. But before she could even reach the door Jimmy had her by her arm.
“You’re not going anywhere darling, your mine I own you” he whispered in her ear.
Michelle panicked she didn’t know what to do; she looked around the room desperately searching for an answer something to help her out of this ordeal. She had never seen Jimmy like this; he was crazy drowning in anger. Michelle desperately tried to break Jimmy’s hold on her arm but it failed, he was far stronger than her. Finally after scanning the room she found her answer, a cutting knife her mother always left on the kitchen table next to the bowl of fruit. “Jimmy don’t please!” Michelle said “we’re just friends, I swear!!”
Her arm was now beginning to go numb from the strong hold Jimmy had on her, tears began to poor out of her eyes. Jimmy began to drag her to the kitchen table.
“Sit” he told her.
And she did, paralyzed in fear.
“Do you want to know what I do to people who betray me?” he told her his back turned to her.
“Jimmy I didn’t do anything I….”
“Don’t lie to me!!” he yelled.
Michelle looked at the knife on the table, she then glanced at Jimmy; he still had his back turned to her. She quietly reached over and took the knife and turned to then plunge the knife into Jimmy’s back, just then he turned around and grabbed her by the wrist making her drop the knife to the kitchen floor.
“Did you think I couldn’t hear you?” he said calmly. “That’s the same knife your mother tried to use to save her poor pathetic life too”
Michelle’s eyes grew wide.
“My…my…my mother was here?” she said with worry.
Jimmy simply giggled like a delighted child getting a candy. “Of course she was, she’s still here actually”
He then grabbed Michelle and dragged her to the hall closet, he swung the door open and Michelle’s mother fell out with a loud thud on the floor. “Mom!!!” she gasped
Michelle fell to the floor looking at her mother’s now lifeless body lying on the floor. She then realized what kind of monster Jimmy was, he was a psychopath. Jimmy grabbed Michelle by her hair and dragged her to the kitchen ignoring Michelle’s cries of pain. He picked up the knife left on the floor. “It’s your turn now darling” he snarled
Michelle looked up at Jimmy and before she could realize what was happening Jimmy had stabbed the knife into her chest. She gasped as she felt the surge of pain;
“This is it” she thought.
The knife plunged into her over and over again. Jimmy stabbed her fifty times. Michelle now lay on the kitchen floor dead, blood was everywhere. Jimmy looked down at Michelle and laughed hysterically; he then bent over her body and took her heart out. He held it in his hand while the blood ran down his arm warm to the touch of his skin. Jimmy then tossed it aside hearing it spatter on the floor, he took Michelle’s head in his arm and cradled it as if he were cradling a baby. He bent his head down and planted a kiss on Michelle’s forehead, and then he grabbed the knife and gouged her right eye out, then the left. Holding both eyes in his hand he laughed
“Now I’ll be able to see everything you do my darling” and he took the eyes and popped them in his mouth eating them, savoring every last bloody bite. He then took Michelle’s mothers body and dragged her into the forest; he left her there for the wolves and bears to gnaw at her body, he then went back for his beloved. He looked down at Michelle lying on the kitchen floor, the bloody knife lying nearby. He then picked up Michelle’s bloody, heartless, eyeless body and laid her on the couch. He took her clothes off, looking at the damage. He then took his clothes off and lay on top of Michelle, getting her warm blood on his legs and chest along with other parts of his body.
“I Love You Michelle” he whispered
It was now Jimmy’s time to play.
He took her to bed, dead as she may be he had never seen her more gorgeous than this before.
“You were never this good in bed, even when you were sleepin’ now you’re just so perfect and I’ve never been quite so fucking deep in” he said to her dead body.
He lay with her for a long while till the blood was black from drying up on both of their bodies. He had fallen asleep, comfortable in his violent bizarre dreams. He awoke to find that it was already dark outside; the day had grown into night. He got up and looked around her room, posters of some of her favorite bands were posted up on the walls along with a few drawings and poems, and then he saw the picture of them. The only picture he had aloud himself to take. He looked back at her dead body lying on the bed then he heard some sort of cry, he looked out the window to see what had caused the sound. Then he remembered it could have been a bear or a wolf having a feast tonight he was the only human around the area. Then he heard it again, and again. He looked out the window to see if he would spot the animal that was making the noise. But he couldn’t see any; he saw only darkness. Then he heard a giggle from the living room, a familiar giggle.
“That sounded just like…..no it can’t be she’s upstairs, forever silent” he said uncertain of his own words. He climbed back upstairs with every intention of having more fun with Michelle, but once he got back to her room she was gone. He looked at the bed dumbfounded; he had just left her there lying naked in the bloody sweat stained sheets.
“What the fuck?” he said with a voice full of confusion.
He didn’t understand what was going on, he searched the room frantically and he came up with nothing. She was gone she had disappeared. He ran back downstairs thinking maybe he took her down there with him and he just didn’t remember doing it. She wasn’t downstairs either, he couldn’t find her and this aggravated him immensely. He then heard footsteps upstairs coming towards the stairs.
“Jimmy?”
He heard someone call him, someone with an all too familiar voice and tone. The footsteps could now be heard coming down the stairs.
“Jimmy?”
He heard it again; he turned away from the stairs he didn’t want to look at whatever was calling him, whoever was calling him.
“Jimmy why? Why?”
The figure now stood at the foot of the stairs facing Jimmy. But he was all but a coward now to turn and look, he knew the voice he knew who it could be but he refused to turn and see for himself.
“Your dead” he said “I killed you myself, I spilled your blood, I held your heart in my hand, I ate your eyes, I took your soul!”
“Jimmy why? Why? Why? Why?” the voice moaned.
Jimmy turned around now angry; he saw who stood talking to him. He had been right it was Michelle, but how? He stood there shocked, unable to say anything as he looked at her. She stood there no longer bloody and cut up, but a beautiful figure in black. She looked as an angel should, but she was no angel she was a vengeful soul seeking to pay Jimmy back for what he had done. Jimmy was finally able to stammer out a few words.
“Michelle…you look…but how?” he said flabbergasted.
“Oh Jimmy” Michelle said “how could you do this to me? I was always faithful, I always loved you, but now look I’m just a spirit lost in the world left to wander by myself forever”.
As Jimmy looked at Michelle’s spirit he began to feel guilt and remorse, a tear fell out of the corner of his eye and fell to the floor.
“Baby don’t cry” said Michelle “you had my heart, at least for the most part ‘cause everybody’s gatta die sometime”
“Michelle I’m sorry, I was weak with fear that something would go wrong, that you would leave me for Zack. So before the possibilities came true I took all possibilities from you”
Michelle was now by Jimmy looking into his grey eyes; Jimmy couldn’t even look up at her he was too ashamed of what he had done. Michelle took Jimmy’s face in to her hands and made him look at her. The beautiful face he had seen was now gone, now in front of him stood a horrid distorted figure in black.
Michelle smiled from ear to ear “Ahahahahahaha!” nearly laughing herself to tears. At the sound of Michelle’s laugh it became clear to Jimmy that an angry soul came back from beyond the grave, to repossess a body with which he'd misbehaved. Michelle stopped laughing and looked at Jimmy, her boyfriend, her murderer.
"I know it's not your time Jimmy, but bye bye" she simply said.
Jimmy realized what was going to happen; she came back for him to seek out her revenge. He turned to run but he was glued to the floor at which he was standing, Michelle giggled to herself softly and held out her hand at which a knife appeared from thin air.
"Remember this knife Jimmy?"
It was the exact knife that Jimmy had used to kill her, the one he had left on the kitchen floor were all the blood was, but now the tables are turned and it would be used to kill him this time. Jimmy closed his eye's waiting for her to do the deed but instead he felt soft cold lips touch his. Before long he was consumed in the kiss and he forgot the situation at hand, at this time Michelle took the opportunity and with the same knife that stabbed her she stabbed Jimmy in the back.
The air left from Jimmy's lungs as he felt the pain surge through out his body.
"This is it" he thought to himself.
Michelle stabbed him again and again and again, just as he had done to her.
"Oh god is this how she felt?" he asked himself.
She stabbed him fifty times; blood was everywhere but that did not matter in the end. Just how he had done to her she ripped his heart out right before his dying eyes. She held it in her cold hands feeling the warm blood run down her arm adding color to her pail white skin. She tossed it aside as if it was nothing to her, next came his eyes, his beautiful grey eyes. She gauged his eyes from their sockets leaving them empty and bloody. She now held his eyes in her hands, his world for her to see. She rolled them around in the palm of her hand looking at the eyes that once looked at her with love, now they were just dull and lifeless. She looked at them and with one fast move she gobbled them up, leaving a small trail of blood running down her face.
With that Jimmy's spirit reappeared in front of her, he looked so beautiful and pail and most important dead.
"I have to make up for what I've done, 'cause I was all up in a piece of heaven while you burned in hell no peace forever" he said with a sincere voice "I know now that I was indeed wrong for doing what I did, I should of listened to you instead of killing you right away"
"Oh Jimmy its better this way, now come and we can have fun with those around us" she said.
"Wait" Jimmy whispered "we cant they did nothing to us, we can’t just kill them"
They both looked at each other and burst out laughing,
"AHAHAHAHAAAAAHAHAHAAA!!!!!!!"
Together they laughed themselves to tears.
"Will you marry me?" Jimmy asked.
Michelle looked into Jimmy's eyes, and even thought he had killed her, ripped her heart out, eaten her eyes and misbehaved with her body she still loved him. After all she probably would of done the same thing if she were him.
"Yes" she replied an evil grin spreading across her face.
And with a kiss they died.
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| sooo fucking boring at this time. i just fucking want it to be thursday. hahahaha. a7x forsure. im so excited. so is bree. yay!! | | |
| hmmmmm its been a hella long time since ive been here on my xanga. such a long time. i forgott how much i love this site. a place to blag and write about ur dayy. whats better is that i can rant about watever i want yet no one comes on and reads my things. hahaaa i llove it! well math class is boring. i have no internet so im on at school on the teachers labtop. she dont care i did my work and im a guud gurl. well when i wanna be i an be. but anywhoooooooo. so much has happened since i've been on. sooo fucking much. ive broken up with my gf and gotten back together with her too. but of course i wasent just ganna take her back like nada happened, but now we are doing guud shes going to a diff school and she even has more credits than me that makes me sad yet happy at the same time. but she wants to get enufdf credits [6] to be in the same grade as me when she transfers here. i cant wait till she transferes here. oh yea i now go to dvhs, no more catholic school for me. i hated it there. but here im more happyer. anywhooooo hopefully the school is ganna let her in since shes been doing alot more better with her bbehavior and grades, so they have to let her in or i will slap a hoe. no i will slap alot of hoes to be exact. gah i wish i cold just stay here and keep typing for the rest of the day but unfortunatly the bell is ganna ring and i gatta get off. merrr! :[ and ive only been on for about 5 minuets. i can usually type more thatn this but yeh. merrr mehhhh i dont wanna get offf!!!!!!! but okay i got a min now so i should prolly get off now. merr will blog later. >.< | | |
| CCan there be a more worst feeling the worrld? im sure there can be but this is one of the worst that im feeling by farr. i just realizedd that i have no true friends. no one to call or to hang out with. i just have two. Michelle- my best friend since 7th grade. we've gotten in so much shit together and gotten away with it too. i can pretty much tell her anything. yet i havent seen her in the longest of times. since september to be infact. im not aloud to see her. stupidd gay shit my parents think, they blame her for my cutting and me liking girls. this happened before i even knew herr, yet parents blame her. Alyssa- my girlfriend and bestfriendd. ii love this girl. yess we've had our share of fight and wutnot but who dosent. i love her she compleates me. FOSHO!! this girl knows everything about me. EVERYTHING!! i love her so much. i wish i could see her everyday, but were restricted to sneeking around praying not to get caught. im not aloud to see her either since my parents found out we were and item, shes my sin. But oh so heavenly gods give my sin back to me for i miss it so. Im forced to go to catholic school. my parents thought that it would streighten me out but oh how wrong they were, it just makes me more determined to prove to them that i an a good person no matter wut gender i choose to like. I FUCKING LOVE ALYSSA!!! and thats not going to change. Love is love no matter what gender you are. Love has no limits. These girls i miss the most. they are what matter the most to me. i miss them terribly. I would seriously die for them. I miss them so much! i want my loves back in my life like it used to be. | | |
| i hate everytime wen i fukking do this. i say ima do something and then something else ends up happenening that prevents me from doing what i was ganna do. Grrr!!!!!!!!!! well letss move on shall we. hmmmm i went to the mcr concert. Best shit EVER!!!! Wo0tx!!! he sounded like and angel just like the first time i saw and heard him live. very very exciting and emotional concert. it wus fukking AWSOME!!!! | | |
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